reflection on ones self

I have found that even using auto 3d max on a regular basis now still dont no what im doing. I think it will take me awhile to get the jist of it. I think if i use it one day on and one day off it but working on my ideas i think it will work out really well, and aswell looking at tutorials reading the Richard Williams but, will help alot in a way just generally reading up on it. So it will help me in the long run.